I have always loved you and never stopped

we live for this and here it is

I have loved you an eternity & in

an instant

In the deepest crevices of the constellation that is I

I find you.

I have loved you forever and will.

I have prayed for you.

I have cried for you.

I have guarded you in my heart &

oh how I have longed for you …

Even when I have all of you, even when you fill me, put your full weight on me, in me, embracing … I’m dripping with desire to do it again

do it again

You. You.

Ah, this hunger.

The pure acknowledgment

that you are light filling me & I,

with all this love, nourishment, & layers to discover and rediscover

swirling around you, into you {too}

arising desire and Holy Love.

Pumping.

Colors, texture, sensation, beauty, rawness.

Deep resonance and bonds unbreakable.

I live for our eternal dance, apart and close. Fulfilling yet breaking.

To feel you filling me as I’m opening more more ….

Until I literally

birth new life through the ring of fire, into your hands.

More life into existence from our love.

It’s been us since the dawn of time.

I am here, in flawed human form,

slit from the truest purity because the journey is to return.

To gather myself and find art and beauty in how I recollect myself and allow love again, pure pulsating l o v e.

I know you are proud of my courage.

I know you are proud that I am here still trying and living with my heart open, kept & guarded despite to have been raped by evil.

I’ve proved myself ’Here’.

My maturation and devotion to what is true and real;

to be bathed in holy liquids of forgiveness, honesty, guardianship, commitment and

… your cum

Oh how I l o n g for you, to see hold love.